miss grumpy pants returns

What more can I say about today and the day just started?  I don't understand how places could garnish hard working people for bills that are NOT theirs?  Seriously, I had thought all of the ex's bills were paid off before I left NM, but nope. Its dumb!!  we have been divorced for quite sometime and I am still paying off (not by choice) his crap!!  I only work part time $9.00 an hour (not a lot) supporting 2 children out of my own pocket, and he sits on his @#$#@$ in prison with NO BILLS!!  Grrrrrrrrrrrr


My bills:
Gas/Heating
Power
Car
Babysitting
Rent
Kids needs


His:
NOTHING


Yes I am complaining. Yes I am angry.  Where are my blessings?  I should have realized that with my luck, something like this would happen. Things have been looking up for kiddo and something like this sets me back.  I need a blessing

Just another Monday

I have came to the conclusion that I am not ment to have a great Monday.  Ha.. between register at work freezing up, then having to restart the credit machine every 3 transactions.  It was great. (Please note that I am trying to type in sarcasm).

I love working with the people and learning but this is NOT what I want to do.  Yes there are some that dont mind sliding by but I am not one of them.  I Do miss doing the EMT stuff and really want to get back into it.

Well Im at the library and about to fall asleep.  Tomorrow I am off, thank goodness.  However, between a job interview, and 3 appointments I may not get much done.

So much to say

We got the results from my oldests blood work for Metabolic/DNA test.  She has a mutation in one of her strands.  So we were referred for genetic counseling.  I do hope this hurries through I am tired of all the waiting. (Yes patience has never been a strong suit for me).  Till then, a lot has been on hold.

I look back and see what all has been going on.  I am working at an OK job, but ideally, its not what I want to do.  I love the EMS stuff.  I believe its a calling for me.  Yet here I am working retail because it works with my oldests medical appointments.  Drives me nuts.  But yes I sacrifice for my children and that I do not regret.  I don't have a social life, I don't get out for adult time (other then work and 2 hrs for church).  That is it.  I do miss a lot of things but there is not much what I can do about that.

Today while running errands with my youngest, she told me I need to get married again.  I told her I don't even have time to date.  She told me I had enough Male friends that I just need to marry one of them and get it over with :-)  if it was only that easy.  But I know it would be nice to have someone to share my life with.  Someone that could handle my girls, as well as myself.  My oldest is a handful and not many can handle that (as proven in the past).  It caused a hurt ego but it showed me their true colors.  I don't need that in my life.  What I need is someone who respects their priesthood and understand that I am a full package.  With me, comes an instant family.  I am a full time mother.  I have my girls 365 days a year.  This is difficult for some to understand as I found out, but hey, don't need that in my life.

Well I should get back to my research.  I am trying to learn more about what is going on with my oldest.  I don't have long here at the library