exhausted

If one would look at my arms, they would be questioning "What the hell happened?"  Well they are covered in bruises from my wrist to my upper arm.  It was meltdown city this past weekend with the kiddo :-(

Yes i am ok.  Yes we made it through, but we also had to take a midnight trip the the ER last night because her stomach was really bad.  They were able to get her calmed down so they did NOT admit her to the hospital.  They were able to get her better medicines to help with her stomach.

But yet i question if I can really do this as a single parent?
I refuse to settle just to have that co-parent thing, but i am also wishing i had that blessing of help.

I had to call a friend to watch my youngest so i could follow the ambulance up to the hospital.  I hate that!!  I hate asking for help!!  Yet i know, that is the only way i can make it work here.  I just wish i had other help thats all.

Anyways I better get going.  Just came to the library to finishing some paperwork for a job.  I better get home so i can get Evie her meds again then head to do more paper work