Yes just call me Ms. Grinch. With the girls fighting a lot and all of the oldest kiddos medical stuff, I just don't want to celebrate Christmas. Yes that sounds bad but that is how I feel. I just don't care at the moment. I am just beyond exhausted at the moment I suppose. Just would be nice to relax and be able to sleep and not have issues just one day!!!
I really feel both girls are not ment to behave at the same time. Never fails, one child is good, the other acts up. It is like the switch off. oh well.
So yesterday, we ended up back at Children's Primary again. Oldest had a huge meltdown (shattered a bowl.. so yea). Im covered in bruises and scratches from the glass. All they could say is "Yes her tummy is distended. Lets increase her medicine and send her home". Ok my kiddo has NOT pooped in NOW 4 days and they are cool with sending her home. So yes this morning we had another meltdown again.
Lets just say its a miracle I have survived this like I have. Yet the stress just will keep adding up so it has me worried. I need a new release but cant afford what worked in the past. oh well.
So here I am sitting at the library, listening to Christmas music and hoping to feel the spirit and just get in the mood. Just will be awhile before I can I suppose. Maybe once I get the apartment cleaned up better and move a few things around I will feel better.
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