Let me explain the day....
So no sitter... I have one friend who offers but she lives about 50 mins north of here (yes minutes via freeway). She is the only one offering to help. NO help from the ward. No other help. The other person I used, well lets just say she cant handle the girls when they get on each others nerves. Yes they are fighting again. They are picking on each other again. I am EXHAUSTED
I just deleted a whole paragraph because I just needed to vent it out... and I didn't need to hang dirty laundry here. So I will try again. I just don't want to be the adult at this moment and want to relax and watch tv. That would be amazing.
Anyways I'm waiting for work to call me back with an order. They have been busy today with all the orders and my phone has been going off a lot. And it always seemed to happen around dinner time. My luck lol. oh well. This job is great since I can be home to work and spend that time with my kids, as well as clean, laundry, house work, and play warden to them. I just wish it either paid more or offered more hours. There are days I don't think it is possible to work as much as I am and be the mom the girls need. I hate being that mom that has to work all the time I just wish I didn't have to. However, he told me that I need to pay half of the rent. ugh.
well back to work now.
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