I think of all those walls that I had developed over the past 6 years and how it shut everyone out and all emotions and feelings off. Well I thought I was past that by now, but I am not. I need a blessing at this moment. I don't have Home Teachers ..... ok that is not true. I have some assigned yet they have NOT came by to see us or contacted us in anyway. Being a single woman, with NO priesthood in my family, you would think this would be one of the reasons to make sure I get someone, but nope...
But seriously, as I look at what is on my hand I am starting to question a lot of feelings, emotions, what is right and what is wrong. Guess my ex really messed me up hu?
But seriously I am battling these emotions right now and its driving me nuts. I need to figure out what is going on and what I need to do. My girls LOVE him, and I know that means something. There have been many times that Evie would say something in the past and later I wondered if she had received some personal revelation on the issue or what? Does that make sense?
Anyways I have a long day today. I have to hit the grocery store, return library stuff, then work from 11 till 6 today with the data job. So at least I can stay home, get some cleaning and laundry done.
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